Dear Ms. Olivier,
Please forgive me that I don’t have a Medium membership to read the full story. I came across this, and saw what I could read, and wondered if this ticking clock is the same thing I’m about to publish writing on next week.
Wednesday, October 11th, I’ll be publishing “Time to Connect the Patterns.” It chronicles from 1994 to the present and details my discovery that (my) diagnosed chronophobia is being caused by my lack of socioeconomic integration. This deficit is being caused by the double empathy problem theory.
I stumbled upon it by accident in early August. Then, I realized my fear of time-related stressors was a clue to traumatic anxiety attacks, annually increasing stress, suicide, and my inability to resolve indecisiveness with employment that’s ruined my progression through adulthood.
I felt I had found enough to draft the Autistic Chronophobia Theory that I’ll be publishing, informally, immediately after the article above. I recognize by not being able to see your whole story here I may be incorrect in my assumption. If so, please forgive me.
If I am right, and you too are experiencing time-related stress, then mine is not an isolated case and the writing could give you hope..