If you are in a more stable situation, I’d encourage you to check out my Summer From Hell Series under Lists/reading lists. Trapped was specifically how I felt after an indecent of suicide furtherance that put me in a position of greater risk of attempting suicide. Part 2 has the details.
I wonder if the thinking being feeling trapped wasn’t a fluke for me..
Written by Jim Irion
I am an autistic advocate, writer and presenter. My writing is primary source research material. "A leader leads. They don't walk away when someone needs help."